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dead.
this journal anyway.
if you matter to me, you might find out the other one. otherwise, ask. i might let you. there's just been too much goig on and i dont really want everyone to know about it. |
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| it's funny how my entire entry talking about my entire summer in a nutshell and my life to come just got deleted. how cool. dont feel like retyping it all. maybe later.
it's time to go back to bed, then to york to hang out with the cool kids i hang out with. (:
<3
can't wait to see you brian! |
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| it's been forever.
life has a funny way of working itself out.
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| my brian has a boyfriend. i couldnt' be happier for him. <333
& this girl is single. but things are possibly looking up.....? i dont even know. it's hard to be happy when you are fucking so much up at the same time. i am happy. he makes me happy. but it makes me miserable knowing im making you miserable. im so confusing.
but there's really nothing major in my life. getting online is a struggle between work, spending time with jon, time with shawn & the whole dial-up situation... so i start school in a little over a month at bradley. im way nervous. the whole starting school all over thing scares me and making new friends, although im quite excited at that prospect. i need to find a place to live in york because commuting from hershey everyday just isn't going to cut it for too long...especially with gas being a million and a half dollars a gallon.
boo. time to go do some stuff and then go see shawn, i think.
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